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Things I will do again

Things I will do again.

I am not at all good
in matters
of keeping promises

especially one
which I make to myself

especially when
I promise not to repeat
mistakes.

Don’t ask me
how many times
have I secretly pulled

my ears
as self punishment
device.

It’s too large a number
to count and remember.
It does not work.

Mistakes occur
at very close intervals.

I can not distinguish
between fake and real
identities.

I can not disbelieve
anyone
at first appearance.

I can not think or do
things very intelligently.

Mistakes are all found
already committed
when I become aware.

Such qualities do not
make me special
in good sense.

But what to do
I can not go
away from myself.

This me
against all deficiencies
a person
too reliable
and faithful.

Decades, no joke
I have passed with him.

He has survived
thousands of mistakes.

A few more miles
I guess
not too long a journey
to accomplish.

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Folly of a lover boy

Folly of a lover boy.

The boy had something else to tell
about some other girl
as if he was in a hurry to show
an honesty certificate must
to win over her heart.

So directly and indirectly he tried
to say his prelude to the girl.
But where on earth was a girl ever
ready to listen such a song
monotonous?

The boy was dying for the girl
as much as he died once earlier.
If never loved someone in childhood
you won’t understand how
the boy wasn’t doing everything wrong.

Rest is his fate that he loses
his soul mate to a monster called time
and also the girl he loved now
to other monster called common sense
for she had also an illiterate heart.

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I made more mistakes

I made more mistakes.

I made more mistakes.I made more mistakes.
While visiting a village I felt it today.
I did not take care of my rural mind.
I made more mistakes than actually I knew.

While visiting a village I felt it today.
I was not aware of my genuine needs.
I made more mistakes than actually I knew.
My eyes were blind with my urban dreams.

I was not aware of my genuine needs.
Else I would have settled in a village.
My eyes were blind with my urban dreams.
Or I forgot my path leading to peace.

Else I would have settled in a village.
I did not take care of my rural mind.
Or I forgot my path leading to peace.
I made more mistakes.I made more mistakes.

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Somewhere a mistake

Somewhere a mistake.

I get it, a mistake.
Somewhere I made it.
A gross mistake.

They know it.
So they laugh.
They know it.

They can see it
So they laugh.
They can see it.

I made it. I know.
I can see them seeing
my mistake.

But they won’t tell me
I know, they won’t
tell me my mistake.

Every night I search
ins and out, but
I can’t see it.

Mistake. A gross mistake.
The moment I find it
my problems are all gone.

Every night I search for a
mistake.
A gross mistake.

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One more mistake

One more mistake.

One more mistake is just found.
A big one which can easily be accused
for causing all the big differences-
too big indeed.

Not that the mistake was committed
somewhere secretly.Not that
my eyes were closed.Not that
I was not aware it was a mistake.

The fact is only this much
that I always felt my path would be different
that I didn’t like doing things the way
everyone did and now it appears a mistake.

Now it seems it was very important
to walk on a common path to reach
to a common standard destination
besides walking on a path other if you should.